My Little Sunshine

Only 5 days left until we go back to the Dr. to see how our baby is doing. Waiting is really the hardest part; the not knowing everyday, just wondering if we will be able to meet "Gabriel". It is literally a battlefield of the mind as we just think about the "what if's" all the time. It seems lately though that everwhere I go there is a reminder of God's miracles. Whether it's people I talk to or scriptures that God has brought to me or words of encouragement.I have to say that I have never in my life been more absolutely and utterly dependent on God. A friend said to me the other day how blessed I was to have Madeline during this time. That how much worse it must be for woman going through this who don't have any children to hold on to. I thought this was so very true. As much as I don't want to smile, someway or another Madeline always makes me do it!

Her little funny habits and faces crack me up, and her hugs and kisses just make me melt. Her new thing is to take her play phone or my cell phone and put it up to her ear and say, "Hello", and then start carrying on a conversation on it. She is so serious the whole time, like she's making plans. She even pushed our dog away while she was talking b/c he was bothering her!
I took her to the park yesterday and she was so funny laughing on the swing and making funny faces drinking my limeade.

Thankyou Lord for my little sunshine! Thankyou for the incredible blessing that she is! Please continue to pray for us! Your prayers mean so much to us! We so want Maddy to meet her little brother or sister!

" When the Lord saw her, He had compassion on her and said, "Don't cry".-Luke 7:13